…then I’m going to be a superhero by the time I recover from this marathon!
I saw a lady during the marathon wearing a shirt with the “Pain Is Weakness Leaving the Body” slogan on it. It’s crossed my mind more than a few times in these post-marathon days. It’s better than thinking something like “pain is what you feel right before you die” or something equally cheery.
I will preface this post by saying that I don’t have a great deal of experience with pain, especially the severe variety. I had a difficult recovery from Charlotte’s birth and had Jeremy naturally, but I think that childbirth is a different kind of pain. I’ve also had a couple of uncomfortable outpatient surgical procedures, but that pain cleared up with ibuprofen and a few days’ time.
And by Wednesday, my body was feeling significantly recovered enough that I was considering running again. But, boy, those 48 hours immediately following the race were brutal!
Initially, the damage to my person seemed minimal. My left knee ached but not too badly. My right calf was very sore, and I had some unexpected blisters from running eight miles in wet shoes and socks. I hadn’t appeared to do any additional damage to my toenails, which is an ongoing problem of mine when I run long distances. So, I enjoyed my hot shower after the race, we loaded up our stuff, and we headed home.
The discomfort started on the two-hour car ride home. I started to stiffen up, and my knee started throbbing in earnest. I had taken ibuprofen both before the race and in the hotel after, but I was already counting down to when I could take some more!
On Sunday night, I was so stiff that I could hardly move around or stand up from a seated position. I took some more ibuprofen before bed but woke up around midnight because of pain in my knee. I hobbled out to the kitchen and put ice packs on both my knees for about 20 minutes before falling back into bed.
At 4:00 a.m., I woke up again. My knee had gone from hurting when I bent it to hurting when I moved it. Even rolling over in bed sent nauseating waves of pain through my whole body. I staggered into the bathroom to try to get some more ibuprofen and nearly fainted. I staggered back to bed and woke Jeff up.
I’m very blessed to have the husband that I do. Not only did he watch the kids during the hours I spent running and racing, but he also took very good care of me on this particular night! He brought me the ibuprofen that I had spilled in the bathroom and prepared more ice packs for my knees. I moaned at one point, “Why would anyone ever do this more than once?” and Jeff reminded me that I didn’t have to! He also reminded me that it was probably normal to be feeling this bad and that I would be OK.
I finally fell back asleep.
Jeff took Monday off work, at my request, because I knew that I would probably not be moving very well. I was right, and I was mighty glad to have him at home that day!
Monday was a stiff and painful day. While Sunday was the day of joint and toe pain, Monday was when the muscle pain kicked in. My back, my abs, my arms, my legs…nearly every muscle in my body hurt. The older two kids and I had dental appointments that afternoon, and the dentist’s chair was almost too much! I kept on the ibuprofen, which helped with swelling and pain, and on the ice, which just felt nice.
On Tuesday, my knee still hurt but nothing as it had on Sunday and Monday. Stairs were still a challenge, but I could finally bend my left leg without seeing stars. I cut back on the ibuprofen and actually felt OK.
On Wednesday, I woke up with barely a twinge in my knee. I still felt it when I walked, but it was more like the “regular” knee pain I had after my long training runs. And by Thursday, I knew it was time to get back in the saddle, so I took a 3.5-mile run.
So, what’s the point of this post? I have a few observations!
1. The human body is an amazing piece of God’s work and has an even more amazing capacity to heal itself. On Sunday night, I swore to myself that I would never run another marathon, and I wasn’t certain that I would ever run again, period. While I’m still non-committal about the marathon, I believe that running shorter distances is back in my future!
2. Perhaps running a marathon and childbirth are somewhat alike. You have to forget the pain before you sign up to do it again! I also find the human body amazing in the way that it can forget pain. It’s a wonderful survival mechanism.
3. Today, I would have to say that the pain is worth the accomplishment. I don’t know how much I believed that at 4:00 Monday morning, but I do believe it now.
Woo-hoo! I did it!